Whipped

I celebrated my numbness

I was free because I realised I only loved you because you fulfilled my flesh
Swapped my eyes that were full of star for ones that made sense
You could look through my windows and see that my soul was centred

Again I was just your friend
Tried to cleanse my pallette as I brought us to an end
The connection I feel we have
(which I would miss if we should turn our backs) could be used with someone else

Then you found me again
The elation and joy crept back in
My heart believed and I asked God if He saw what I see
Left it at His feet so He could say what we need

Cos I can’t pretend
I love you again
And this time just because